goodmoning,goodafternoon and gudnyte

everytime when time to blog . ai always dunknow how to rephese or so on . okaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. bullet point deh ~~~

life so unfair sometimes. i really dun understand why . abg kamal always being a bitch , always hym , penat shey. mum pun same. sometymes ai always wonder am ai her daugther ? everytime kena curse , i dun know , ai just cant hear all those hashwords/badwords so on . haish , cumer tuhan sajer yg tahu. kadangkadang tu raser mcm nak lari jauh dari sinie. sometymes i think they dun love me. i think they wan see me dead . haish , sbr mcm maner , kalu aysik kena gyner jek. hmmm ;c
the only one who's still giving me hope , understand me , is kak ani , and abg mamat , they are the best <3 !

my dad like dun trust me sia.. he thinks tt ai dunknow how to takecare myself. and hes thinks tt ai not suppse to date any guys. haish MEREPEK !

atiq sudah menhilang , lamer sekali , haish . dun understand. why moved on when ai started to like hym ? moved on without telling me . haish...

MUZ , 28april was his bdy , and dyer kena musibah , kena accident , on his bdy shey. kecyian kan , and masuk icu. now ai dunknow dyer dah sadar org belum , aqu suruh bpk dyer update aqu tak update. then ai curious sgt , kenaper dyer boleh online then without saying HI to me ? org kalu kena musibah , then masuk icu , boleh hilang igttan ker ? seriously aqu CURIOUS ! then if really he dun remember me , or aper pape musibah , means ai wont expect a barney on my bdy ,? which he say he wan buy me one . ughh , zura stop hoping , ughhh!!

seriously all ai get is disappointment .
i fall in love , and hurt .
haishh . .

lastly
ILOVEACHIK<3

and GUDNYTE <33

260412 ; HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEARR RUUUDY ! 
I SELALU SHAYANQ YU ! PS; ai will never get to sayy liddat . hmm 
Called hym , start a lil convo and yuu happy bithdaaay . he was like lol , where's my present? and ai say '' jumpe i dulu then dpt la , anyways ai belum beli puun '' weekends la. '' saturday kaan ? yu yg kate insha'allah shey '' okaaay la , happy bithdaay ^^
ai hope he like the card tt ai made with nor and nana . and alot LOVE QUO la ! ai shayaanq yu pls . :D

SAME OLD SHIT !

SAME OLD SHIT AGAIN AND AGAIN ! ANNOY LAH !
mum why so annoy . why everything camel camel camel . wahlioah so the forever !
Sometyme ai guess you just dont love me , not at all .
ai answer back yu said ai kurang ajar , tak phm la !
iloveyou . but everyday hash words penat la drg , same old shit jek !
andand yu said tt dun mke your giler come cause later yu wan bunuh me. hahs go ahead~ see la if yu reget do tt to me. and ai got my life shey . haishhaish ~

April

heyy . ai dunknow how to start . just bullet point ;D

-no more working . contrn end on 31stmacrh , which ai fall sick 4days. miss working le. now what ai do is just rot at home . hmmm still finding jobb. ;c rot at home but then no money , what the hell ?
- atiq dah tarq contc aqu , uhg what the hell ? recealy add pat fb , tell hym tt he action now. and he said he got probs. uhhk , ahde probs abey leave me gtuk , nak kena rembat taqk ? or he just moved on or he get bored of me ? or someone replace me for me ? tsk eyh!
-abg camel always being a bitch ass . alaa ai hate hym laa .
- my mum pun samer. 2 kali ratu .
- paling best abgmamat.

will continued when ai remember what to updatee ^^

It's been long....

Everyday ai workk . Sian .

Reacly had my pay.. Mum took $350 and now ai only left $150 , and mum ask me to
Lie to Abg . But hah toolate , they find out very earlier alr.. So noPoint ey!!
Today is the 13/3 , meet Atiq , bdn aqu bau dyer laa . Ai Tarq sukr nizam phsal he's not my type , but ai sukr height dye jek
Dhen he said : ai suruh yu kawan nan dyer je bkn suruh yu mataie dgn dyer kaan? Yu nie tak baek sheyy dose taw..
Errr!!! Ai sleep with hym. Alaaa jgnn pikirr bknbkn okaayy . Ai am still gudgirl
Okay .

Donee :) nyteeeeeeeeeeeee ;#

pictures upload ~

behide my smile is everything you will never understan .
what if we're lost behide , words we could never find?
hi ! do ai ever cross your mind ?!
love hurts. it will heal but there will always be a scar
thankyou for being a part if my life whenther you were a reason a season or lifetime
ai am scaredd that you find someone pweety,skinny,smarter than me

1march ;D

1st march is the is alr a great dayy to me . Aww thankyou(;
so rudyy never paitaw. Spent a beautiful night wit hym. Its super great(; ya rabi aillovehym laaaa <3
1hr 40min we spent togetherr. Haha bestt ! Sukersuker
asked hym to come over my house he not ready. Aperjek shey.
spenting tyme with rudyy is soo awesome , kyte naq kate mataie bkn , haha , let's said we are dating. ai admire every moment with hym. zura shayanq dyer selalu . last hug , ai said ''shayanqyou!'' he was like err. ughhhhh !
tapy sad thing is ; ai am not always at yishun , and we like gonna be apart , like hardly meet alr. alaaaaa ! bhcie uhh ahder family so kol daddy . haish . benchi bcenchie .

; sleeep is love today !