bodoh eh org yg suke buat ppn mcm taik.......

sometime good looking guy are bad , nieither are the not good looking guy. so what's the point if falling and they will just hurt you anywy...
they said they are not lke the rest but the colour will show after amonth. hais.








dia pernah berkata ya dia tak sama mcm lelaki yg kat luar tu , tapy aper, btul tak hes just thesame mcm lelaki haram pat luar. after our first date bile dah balik , our convantion are super dammm freaking cold! if our convation is alr cold , what more do i need to expect. 
its like feelings for me change.. i fall too easy. kalau dia dah nak hilangkan diri mcm gini aku takboleh stop dia  .. sbb i cant force him to stay if he dunwant to make effort to stay. asin our first convo i alr said i dunwant to invole any relatioship. but endup i fall . i fall but he was never ther to catch me. dgn kebodohan aku , terima kau seada nye tapy aper , 
itu semua masuk tohsampah , tak guna aku nak petahan kan feeling aku pada kau. i just have to accpt the fact that kau tak layak utk jage aku dan lembut haty aku...
sangup eh kau buat ni semua pada aku.. takpe lets face the pricinper that tak heran ku tglkamaku sbb ahde lagy byk yg masih nak kan aku. 
terimakasih atas kau punye kesbran dan kesumernye.......

oh sayang.....

oh hello sayang..
2013 is almost over. we not being meeting eachother. yep busy with our life , and I have so many thing that I cant fulfil , like when you free I, not, and when im free you not. I mean I really miss you... we sure will catch up with eachother , isyallah , when both of us are really free..., cause I cant bear missing you so much. you will always know that I will always love you endleesly. ;')
aper azam tahun baru you ini.. kalau ai , I nak work much hard nextyear and save duit. nak kawin. haha mcm phm. but yeahh.. must really achive what I need , get a good career and so on . I will always love yu sayangg.... :)

those thing happen for the year 2013 ;')

helloooo... ;)
how should i start... 2013 is almost over!!!
idont what i do good this year.. ahde yg patah seribu...
lost a dad on june. worse feeling ever. regret it causse never see hym for his last bearh yes ikut kan aku punye penat... hais. 




so nearly what happen in life is being working. then nver work alr. 
everyday is a great day that happen. insyallah.. 
in this 2013 , which is coming to the end , i learn that people will always jugde you nomatter what , like what you do whatever you do that is right they always judge you. when people say dont worry they will stop talking, but i realise that they wont stop talking , almost everyday i cry to home.. but what i can do is just kept quite.and still its just hit me. and so i just gave up. cause i just cant stand it. 
in life i realise that you cant fall for someone who just wont catch you. they only say but they never catch yu. and when someone get close with yu and out of a sudden he leave just like that without tell.ing.. 
i really dont know what a year i had this year. why cant i be like other or guys like takpe aku buat pakai kau je , no feeling for eachother. 
just keep that thought la. 

next year i nak work hard save money...nak kawin.. ahhahhhh taklah.... o

)

  

00:22 sharp , 26April 2013

latenight meet rudy. di tmpt biyase. sneakout , arnd 00.22sharp. 

never get to hungout but to makeout , so no photo were taken. haish , handphone dah upgade tapy no photos together saaad right. knnninaaa cbbbbbbb btuuul ! 

but takper. just keep in mind that he own me a crazy awesome geogerus picture. uhhhyeaaaa ! 

its was really that awhile , but most importantly i got a tight hug and a wonderful kisses ofcourse!! the feelings that cant be express nor explain . tottally lovingg it . jyeahhh !!!!

i really dunknow what to say anymore. its just soo amazing. 
will always love hym deeply , and will always wait foorr hym..  i believe that he will be mine forever ! ;) 
and lastly happy birthday to rudyy. iloveyouu
alright. nights

remember im always your supergurl . iloveyou*,*

  

another blog ^^

poin by point ; selalu mcm gyner . hmmmmmm , manyyy many many i nak bilangg ,,
- but i dunknow what to say .
- rudy rudy rudy , i think he very handsome now . hah , lalala , rindu la dyer .
- rinduuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu laaaaaa sumpahh ^'^
-  aku harus start mengagi soon , haish , tak rela tapy terpakse . , TAK SUKER ;@ !!
- skulah dahbis , now staying at homr. alalalalalalal .
- ke org kawin , ddk di pelamin , rase mcm nak kawin cptcpt , pakai cincin , ratai , aduuh sungguh inndaah ^.^
- tapy nomatter what im still gonna marry rudy , inshallah , amin ;')



lalalaal ! taktawu nak type aper lagy . haha
nights ! ;)

complaining ~

everyday the same thingy,
cheyy i dunknow how to start..

- mistake by mistake.
- today also kena scolding,
- counting down to end .
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- he say relationship last long because they choose to keep it and fight for it.
but you with me , you choose to walk away . i fight for you but , you never stay .
so tell me. . . . .


- frustatatting laa.

- seriously , im just still stuck at 130512 .
how how how. ?
im still single.
ermmmmm ...




BYE !

a lovely day ;]

heylo ;D using monite
because if using phone like mink anpun
where shld i start .....
abit by bit la maybe..


- semlm with camel , leturing akuhh jek, stress la..
not forceing but telling . if telling kan not everyday taw. this is like forever..boring taww aku,.
aku tak solat ke aper ke itu antara aku dgn tuhan. akuhh tak buat salah , akuh selalu berdoa kepada allah.. akuh takpernah conplain nothing. so pls la. tatting..
then he said that , be open ; he knows i kuar with jantan , ciumcium , and maen ? excuss me !? geramm perr,,

- actually itu je akuh mapu tulis .
ohhhhhhh ! mat contton on handsome. sort of nmpk like RUDY . whoaaa ! isiz really hym ???

- i hate azri , ughh mine feeling was quite okay until justnow , he say about ifffa , then saying that i always cntct hym after wrok. aiyaa. cbb siaa.... ;'{


- i still cant believe that im single. ;'[

- i realise only pnoy ppl frendly at my work palce. haish , , , ,


alright. amqhaii disinyhe shja,,
byeee ;)