Monday, July 23, 2012

happy 18 noww ;'D



hie.. ;'D
atiq sudah fly away alr , ai cant meet hym , sort of ddady kena gy overseas. and he mad at me and maki ai atas bawah le... i kinda sad, taq pernah kena maki serabak2 nyhh, haishh... i hope he is safe at there , and always remember me here, hmm , insha'allah , he will be back nextyear on my birthday.. lamer kann . tarqper la , sbr jek iyer zuraa , if he do care he will remember me, i hope so... kalu tak , i dunknow what to do alr le.................

sleep over at sissy house on the 14july , celeb balqis and my adv bdyy . best laa. its was blast with balqis. ;'DD  its always first to everything.. ;D

text rudy , rudy , jahat , tak nak meet me , cause i still neh change. so jahat la. but tarqper , someday dyer take back his words punyer , percaya la ;')

boyfie dah masuk ns , lalala kepala botak la ... LOL . he tot ai kinda gurl , who will leave hym , and say bad things to hym , aduhh , come on uh , i m your gurlfriend le , ahsal taknak trust nyh ? alalla, tarqper , he say he will ttrust me, bgs laaa ;'D i like very long never meet hym , kiwak's rindu shiyaal ! boyfie understanding , very supportive le. dyer suruh ai take office. hmmm , then when i skulling , i will sure have more tyme for hym , alaaa , swweet kan dehkni <3 im sure , hes the only one now.. shayanq dyer okay ;> i promise will treat hym right. ;'>

i m still very firlty le. tak boleh taw , ahde mataie shey . hmmmm ><

anyways , i daaa apply for offices and beauty . harap'harap dpt. aqu bodhh la , shld had cilick for the new ite at amk , tak perasan uhh . >< .. tarqper la . hmmm >< .

gudnyte <3

Wednesday, July 11, 2012

insecure .

hello;p 
dunknow where to start uhh.
boyf aku dah tak text lagy, idk why
atiq , hes back , seronoh laa . okay , i nak meet hym soon , before my bdy , dyer nak kasy i present la. taaaaaaaapy , skrg dher tak reply....
se mane busy pun he still need to text me whaat . what kind of guy is he ? seriously , i tak phm laaa.... 
if you dunwan talk to me , nor answering my call's and replying my text. why eh ? i dun understand. your leaving , and u dun even wan to spend tyme with me ? oh, i got it , want me see yu nextyear ker? wahduh , so cruel ! 
if you treat me like your enemry , can tell me why ? haish . peragaaai perrrrrrrrrrrrr ! 
do you think of me now ?? if really  u wan to avoid me or make me ur enemry , can tell whaat. 
seriouslyyy , how to not think , if everything is negative ? haishh , seriouslyy . mcm maneq nyh ?  
ohh im nothing to you ker ? 
atiq , yu suker , buat i rase insecure ! ><
taper , patience is the answer , perhap , i tgu . ;'> althought i hate waiting , but if it worth it then shall waaaaaaait. ;'> 

 bdyy ai daa dkt nyh , nak present taw.
hmmm , sissy called , asked to sleep over , 
steamboat uh . best nyhh. 
rudyyyyyy dtg ruma perhap ? naq3 ? hehehe. ;D 
guddnye for noww. keep smiling.
we shall see. ;/