I HAD ENOUGH !

it really make me piss . i dun understand why , do you do this to me ? you look so fine without me.? i wonder this is how you hurt , me lithis .? sholdent be too patiecer to you. i shld had give up earlier. yeah , i regret much, i damm you very much.. maybe i was wrong. i didnt know it will endup lithis. maybe i wasent the gurl , your looking for. maybe i wasent good enuf ;'< i shouldent be to awesome , to enter your life. eyh , seriously , am i important ? m i your gurlfriend?  your fb really getting increse , wow , reallyh intersrting la fuuck! do you miss me like i do ? i guess no hhuh ?from le 30sept till now 30oct , no text from you . eh , kyte slient break ehy ? wtf , dah kenape. maybe we shld be just parttime , so i wont be too hurt lithis . i was wrong. im sorry. i was too exticed to gett attch to yu , bt i didnt know thT this would , happen . i really meyesal . bt how m i getting this away. im too patice to wait for you , bt this is how i get treated , cheated on my bad. ehy , i understand la , yg you NS tapy , aku inscre shey. what if you get more pretty gurl then me , then can yu anythime maen dyer . i know la , i dun give you my thigy , becase , i dnwan kena label , and lose my face. akh taknak. diri aku malu. aku bkn ppn shiyal shey. 
maybe mmg kena ginie. im better off alone. taqperlah , im not good enuf. well i know where i sttand.;'>
let me cry for the last time . take me away . let me face this alnoe. cause you dn need me. okaay . 

i gonna start a new beinning, so let's SMILE

  

26october2012 ! 
A lovely wonderful , cherish night with rudyzulfiqar .
bestgyler dgn dyer taw. he keep saying i mepek , aduh , i kena stirp , i loike, well , naghter dgn dyer jek, no others guys ;DD 
well i dnknow how to tell , many3 .. then we go on the bed, woo yea. 
then after awhile , i kena stripp , eyhh best per. 
alaaa sdahh ,, yg penting , i like barenq at his chest ;)
although he's not mine , hes still mine in my heartt. 
frthre hes mine , amin . believe in fate , allah knows my hearts <3 
sunguh awesome bersamer dyer.. 
i think byle i naek cab , when he sent me off , he say my girlfriend. 
melt truus shey. ;'D  
<333

im always yours , RUDYZULFIKAR <3

hii selamat harie rayer <33 minal adil'wafa izin <3

i mia in twiitter and so on . 
ai nqh sohey sgt , mgs mataie tapi tidak balas. kenape dyer nyh ?
ya rabbbi , kenape harus ku hadap ini sume.? 
hari rayer mgs pun tak reply, 
kenape cruel nhyy !
i rindu la , at least reply laa <'; 
shiyalan la , kalu ego , serbk ego mu , mesty ahde igt kan aku kann ? nhy tak. astazga' ! 
kau ego ke aper sia ? menagpah taw ! haishh .
taqper erra kater , just give him time, ehh , nnty dyer pergy austrli how ? haish , bby  kenape sia kau snggup wat aku brgini ?
ai always waited for a text from yu , eventhought i know its kinda hardly. ;'<  
i rydu la seriouslyy. 




today the 26/08/12 , mlm nyh , i mimpi bby, alaa i rydu la pls. then the day before i dream about i smoke again , hmm shld i like buy cigg and smoke again , entah la, nqkk la nnty yeahyeah ?
oh duit rayer i sudah hilang , kenape ini harus terjadi ? $70 sia ! fuccck la kkay. tapqer ini bkn rezeki aku utk simpah , mum sumpah2 cpk tk amikk , alaaaa , i dun trust her >< !
and tady kak'lela sekuluarga dtg , ughh amyy <3 why you so tall and hot , wo ai le !
aku aysik pandanq nya bile tidak terlihat , kamu sungguh handsome <33
and i dpt duit rayer , almost $20. boleh la tuh , ddk ruma pun dpt duit rayer. haha, abg'khai say liddat, aikk , i soo argee ;'D


hii <3 sorry keep not ulishnishing. keep on hold. 
anyway its alr 24octorber, see how fast it that ? ;'D
not really know what to blog... well everything kinda reveal at twitter. hahaha krkrik kay.
zurafarhan , we alr 5mths , and i still had not meet hym . kenaper sheyy ?
abey dah gtuk tarqper taw, i phm la, kau busy ,  tapy snggh toomchh ! then ahde facebook , what's your intention huh? m i not good enf ? haish , i dnknow why... 
rudy , dah attch shey. hmm , and yestterday he texted me , asks me out. dyer takboleh jauh kt dari aku? heheh, takla. memaen jek.. but okaylah , i play along with his game , ini sngh best , like finallly after so long...
and rudy arhu jek mataie dah ahde cincin , do you know how much painn im rightnow ? i is jeslouus ;<
mcm i never that kind of r/s before, i pun nakkk sheyy ;'< if only boyfiend akuu mcm rudyy wodent it be greatt ?? haish , kenaper la dyer uat ai mcm nie.. no call no text , its that mean we are over ? but i dunwant too , he like the great one like yeaah ;D 
what shld i do rightnow ? 
nnty org tanyer , i pretend to be single la, if with rudy soon..
okay that all . 
blogg soon <33 

please come back to me ;')